It?s been a year since you have left on your journey. I remember our last conversation last year. I sometimes want to shake myself and wake me up from this nightmare slumber. That intoxicating joy and ecstasy which you bought to our life?s have just disappeared. All the excitement has dried up. We always thought of settling down close to each other so that we could work together, party together, live together. Everything was shattered in one second about a year ago. That unexplainable delight I became accustomed to, that was your presence, eludes me indefinitely. Life poses tough challenges and I was so certain of meeting them blissfully, but no more. Perceptions have changed. Just don?t know that whether I would feel that same elation again. Paris was just like a dream but it would have been my best dream had you been there. I missed you everywhere, on every street, in every caf?. Had you been there it would have been wonderful. The city had something in the air which makes you feel so relaxed, so peaceful. That place was stunning. But you were not there. I miss the golden times of our friendship, I will always miss them. I just pray that you are happy wherever you are.