Hi buddy I hope you are spreading the same joy & happiness where ever you are…the problem is that you have left behind some addicts of that joy & happiness, which you were so accustomed of spreading, when you were passing through this world.
I’ve become used to daydreaming now. There are plenty occasions when I forget the reality of my own existence & I go back to the memories of the good days. I become oblivious of the things around me, people around me, the world around me & just get transported to the past.
More than the memories it is the thinking that we shared, the approach towards life, the understanding, the vision…everything gets blurred sometimes my dear brother…that confidence in our strides, that common faith…everything abandons me sometimes. I look at the world in contempt…what are they living for…What am I living for…What should we all live for? I am always searching for some answers.
My petition to you is that just hold me & carry me my brother during times of distress & loneliness & depression & pray that I always have the same confidence as I had earlier with you around.
Atleast my wife & my little angel are always there with me. As for our brother band, work has taken us to different places & finding time to spend with eachother has become so rare. Gaurav is in Singapore for some work, Saumya has gone to Fiji to meet his parents, Deepesh is in Belgaon for studies.
Robert Frost had written:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
All of us, the good friends, have followed eachother onto this less travelled by road…the only question is that will it make all the difference…Just pray that all the addicts that you have left behind have a satisfying life…this is a bargain now brother, accept it.
By the way your Basketball Tournament got underway.
Cheers