Hey Cheekoo,
I am really very sorry for not writing to you for so long. Though last couple of weeks has been very tiring and busy but this new job has made one thing clear to me that the vicious circle and a never ending road to fight have begun. Work is nice but as they say in Corporate! Don?t ever say in a self denial that you are fine. Rather accept it and say that you will somehow manage with it. Teli is also with me these days. I find myself alone at times then I share with him. He is always clueless to most of our stories but always participate when it comes to you. Tubby had come yesterday. His never ending stories and the same way of narrating incidents reminds me of the days when Chunny and I used to wait for you to come and start narrating stories, gossips and what not. We used to enjoy your style and manner irrespective of the context of the conversation. And like always you used to cover up most of your lies in it.
There is always a voice within me that whispers- Remember! The time when you, me and others were closely knitted in a bond of happiness. There was No evil in mind and heart and the jovial days were passing by, When Self, soul and world were one, when you lived in wholeness, at peace with your self and the world around you. Those golden moments are still there in my heart, deep inside, beneath the memories of friendship and brotherhood. I again go back and sit and quietly whisper and always find myself alone with memories of faith, trust, love, affection and above all the innocent smile on your face. The only thing that makes us all to go on is that your wonderful qualities shine brightly and illuminate the lives of the people who were closely associated with a wonderful person who had so much of love and goodness to give to the world. I want once again to share the joy of life together. You have brought so much light and love into all of our lives.
Take Care Brother. Miss you