Lot has changed in the past one month. From the magic of London to the comfort of jaipur and finally to the filth of New Delhi I’ve travelled to. Leaving London was more meloncholic than I had actually thought earlier. Shifting abode is never a simple task and specially when you leave a place as mesmerising as London. I was envoloped with this pain when I was saying goodbyes to my friends there and specially leaving Tatjana and Sean was’t easy. I dont know when I’ll go there but one thing is certain that I will remember those streets those circuses and squares, Thames, Kings College , that stupendous view of London from Waterloo bridge forever and with the same clarity. One year it was in London but it will be the most memorable in my life. Another chapter of memories that I will always reminice has been added. Meeting my loved ones in India and having my faviorate food was ecstatic, but only for a week. Then I suddenly realised that I am lost. I realised hat if I stayed in London to work then also I would have been lost and if I stay here then also I will be lost. This overwhelming feeling took some time to subside. Now I am quiet clear with what I want to do. My mind is flirting nomore with oblivion. It had something to do with you also. On my way to the Supreme court on 9th of october I was feeling nervous and a little intimitated by all these monsterous things in the world. I was unsure of everything and my mind was wandering in the depths of uncertainities. I saw the famous green qualis of yours navigating the chaos with authority, making the way for me, leading me. I thought about the good times we had together in the very same car. So many stories, so many adventures, the best part of our lives, connected to the famous green qualis. From the depths of despair I was lifted to the heights of confidence. One could have easily spotted the confident strides of a young man that day. On my way back to my place from Supreme Court the famous green qualis again appeared in front of my car. I thought what a coincidence, it is so improbable in a city as big as New Delhi. But from that day my aim is clear, to work hard and honestly. The very same night you came into my dream after a long time. What a coincidence some might say but I got the message my brother. It may be wishful thinking but some times you just believe them and they are true indeed. Noone can weaken my resolve now. But a void will always exist which will miss you and sometimes London. But man has to learn to live with memories, memories of the wonderful past. Meeting Your parents, Gaurav, Tintin and Shagun on uncle’s birthday was great as the time I spend with them is always the best part of my day or week or month, depending on how often I meet them. On the eve of my birthday Gaurav, Sarvpreet, Tushar and Teli were there with me. Soumya also called up. Today is my birthday and I really miss you. I am sure that there must be exotic Dhabas up there also as the gods also have to cater for their most loved ones. Have the food their on my account today, I’ll pay for it later when I come there. Love and Cheers